I've just chatted with Andrea...and she did it again. We were chatting, she told me of her bf and stuff and I suddenly told her that I actually dreamt of Lost tonight. And there she went again. Once more she told me that I'm basically a really sad person I tend to be so 'fangirl-ish' and get excited over actors and films and CD and what is worst of all - I absolutely have no taste. She says Dom's ugly and Elijah is gay, she laughs over my Rohan-flag and claims I have an od taste in music, and that I dress weird and should stop being such a fangirl but get a boyfriend myself. Because 'Steffi - that CAN'T be your life, can it?'

Oh shut the fuck up Andrea, PLEASE. My life's not half as sad as yours just because yes- even if I tend to get overly excited over films, so what? At least I don't can't really break off with my old boyfriend while I have a new at hand already, and I don't need to dress up like I was invited to a royal wedding just to feel somewhat self secure. I don't spend my entire money on clothes though my closet's PACKED with clothes already, and I still wear shirts that are two years old - what a shock! And you call my taste in music weird? Hah - I'm not the one listening to cheap rap music here you know? And guess what - I LIKE the way I dress and I fucking don't care if I look beautiful or not cause who on this whole wide world would care anyway? Absolutely NO ONE. I'm different from you - THANK GOD.

I hate the way she always tries to slag me off you know? I think she does it unconsciously really ... like she has to make me worse to feel better herself. Almost ANYTHING I like or do or listen to is like ... pathetic. YOU DRAW? YOU WRITE? GEE YOU MUST HAVE *TOO* MUCH TIME ...it makes me so sick. Like I was the most pathetic person on earth cause I don't spend each day of the week shopping or making out with my bf.

Now, to avoid misunderstandings... we're friends, and we get along with each other well. And she's not ALWAYS like that, just sometimes. And it pisses me off, it does. *grumbles*