Yesterday when I was inspired...

[legoline]

For glorfinniel...

I wrote this yesterday for you because I suddenly felt inspired. It's a drabble thing. And it's Shawmie. For I know how much you like this pairing... :o)



Words & Smiles
by Steffi/ legoline


When Geoffrey meets Jamie for the first time all that Jamie says is „How are you I’m fine thanks very much.” And he doesn’t even bother to wait for Geoffrey’s answer, or in fact, doesn’t care very much either. But he smiles at Geoffrey when the Englishman introduces himself and says something nice about his accent for even if Jamie’s got trouble with words, he understands when someone is kind. Or more, he understands when Geoffrey is kind. Which is a curious thing. Which is a new concept.

***

Geoffrey likes being with Jamie. He likes that Jamie doesn’t expect him to be funny and witty, for Jamie expects nothing from no one. Geoffrey doesn’t have to talk and speak and rant all day long. He can just be with the young Scotsman, watch him drawing his pirate pictures and think and be silent and just himself. Jamie’s room is astonishingly cozy and Geoffrey reckons that Jamie doesn’t mind him being here. They communicate without words. Mostly without gestures even. Geoffrey cannot explain it. They just do.

***

He could stare at Jamie for hours. He could watch these intense geen eyes that don’t even know how stunningly beautiful are for the rest of his life. How he’d like to ruffle that brown hair as it’s falling slightly untidied into Jamie’s forehead. And how he’d like to touch those soft, inviting lips. Jamie will never say a thing. Geoffrey knows. Jamie is not like him. Jamie is, in fact, very different.

***

Then, one evening, Geoffrey just makes a move, and leans foward and kisses Jamie, dares to ask for love that he knows will not be returned. As he’s expected, Jamie doesn’t return the kiss. But he doesn’t withdraw himself either, and Geoffrey’s got no clue what that means because, frankly, Jamie’s ways are still a mystery to him and always will be. But as Geoffrey loosens himself from the kiss, and leans back again, blushing and looking at Jamie in shame, with an expression in his eyes that says “Sorry for what I’ve done”, there is Jamie, seemingly not appalled at all, smiling at him him. He doesn’t speak. He just smiles. For a short moment, everything is perfect. And then, Jamie continues to draw the pirates.

-fin-


Hope ye liked! :o)

Comments

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[legoline.livejournal.com]

*sneezes*

I think I might have caught a cold...not nooooow! Not when I'm meeting Billy!

*whines*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Oh no!

We'll have to buy cough mixture on Wednesday as well then :P

[legoline.livejournal.com]

Yes please! *whines*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

*pats*

[legoline.livejournal.com]

*sniffles*


*cough* areyouwritingfic?*cough*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

*cough*noimlookingatdollshouseaccessories*cough*

:)

[legoline.livejournal.com]

*cough*Borrowers*cough*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Erm actually just because I like dolls houses *is sad*

:)

[legoline.livejournal.com]

I know but GASP! teh inspiration!

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Indeed!

But maybe not :P

[legoline.livejournal.com]

*sniff*

Okay. Write something - liek now! I'm feeling il, and I possibly need glasses and I was thinking about applying for a scholarship for my semester abroad but that's off the menu, too...

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Not doing too well, are ye? *hugs*

I'll try and write something - try :)

[legoline.livejournal.com]

Nope. And did I tell you about my nightly panic attacks?

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

No....?

*worries*

[legoline.livejournal.com]

It's okay. It's because I'm procrastinating stuff at uni and am SO behind with my studies. I should be doing this and that. I should have asked about taking the oral exam 6 months ago. I should check on the test results. I should have writtenthat paper on medieval literature.... I should have... I must... it feels like...suffocating, really. Well not that bad, but it feels like breathing becomes really hard...and stuffness. Not nice.

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Hm...that's not good...maybe you should speak to your doctor about that as well?

[legoline.livejournal.com]

Nah it's just me being a lazy prat... really. At night I'm panicking. But I don't get ANYTHINGdone on the day... vivious circle, really...

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Hmmm, then maybe you should do some work? :-P

Just a suggestion :-P

[legoline.livejournal.com]

I know but somehow I'm too lethargic.

And don't make me think of all the stuff to do at work... *gasp*

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

But how about just a tiny bit at a time?

[legoline.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Hmmm I think on Tuesday when I have to fill in for the receptionist I'll bring some uni stuff with me...

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Good idea :)

[legoline.livejournal.com]

:o)

*hugs*

Oh yeah. Guess what plotbunny came to my mind when we were discussing songs today???

Spiderman.

And I don't even LIKE that film...

[glorfinniel.livejournal.com]

Ooooh! :p

(I LOVE the films :) THey're so cheesy :))