... but again I'm too lazy. Thus and plus the fact that I've got too much other things on my mind right now. My father's still in hospital and he doesn't know when they will let him go home yet. I've never been one of those persons who can't survive without company, I can be on my own for days... or maybe even weeks. And I rarely feel "homesick" as far as missing my family is concerned. But I do miss my father now... besides, life's become very stressful now that my brother and I have to do the complete housework, and with working, long days at uni and visiting my dad it is hard to find spare time at all. And even more difficult to find time for studying. So I'm gonna do that test tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the day after that one without being prepared properly, just praying that somehow I will pass them. Cause I really need to pass these damn courses or I'll have to do them again next term, which I certainly don't want to do. On the plus side, I've got to bother with that stuff only 4 more days cause from next Thursday on till the middle of April I have vacation. I will spend a lot of my free time working then but hey, at least I get paid for it :o)