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I've been degrated a beggar .... *lol* no, seriously, Miss Tobys' (from my office) birthday will be tomorrow, so of course all the others decided that I had to go from bureau to bureau to collect some money for a present. Great. Well it's certainly an ungrateful task, and I did feel like some sort of beggar. But whatever, I get paid for it so no complaining here... :o))))
My father's going to sleep over at his girlfriend's house today. Yes, he's got a new girlfriend, since last December already. I'm so happy for him, no one on earth deserves some happiness more than he does. And Conny is quite a nice woman... nothing like my mother. Thank Heavens I say.
My Grandma (my mother's mom) is always so running after my mother cause my mother doesn't really keep contact to any of us. I guess that's partly because she (my mother) is ashamed, partly because she's angry with my Dad but mostly because she's confused and her brain cells don't work properly anymore (due to the massice alcohol consume). She thinks she remembers things that actually never happened and forgets even more. Anyway, my Grandma's ALWAYS running after her because my mother doesn't write to us children... well Grannie obviously doesn't understand that my brother and me don't even want our mother to write us. I do not miss her, not the slightest. Cruel as it my seem, I miss my guinea pig more than I miss her. I wish my Grannie would stop overproctecting my mother so much ... if she had only protected her when she should have long ago. Nay. The only thing that motivates her now to run after and care for her daughter that much is her bad conscious. Talking to doctors, psychologists, phoning her whenever possible asking her to write ... she should have been there for her daughter when there was need of it.
I love my Grannie, she's great ... except from that part. But well it's a long and complicated story ... it just rushed through my mind.
Wow what a long -like Maia put it so beautifully - Steff-ish post :o) Well at least it's NOT about movies or actors ... *lol*
My father's going to sleep over at his girlfriend's house today. Yes, he's got a new girlfriend, since last December already. I'm so happy for him, no one on earth deserves some happiness more than he does. And Conny is quite a nice woman... nothing like my mother. Thank Heavens I say.
My Grandma (my mother's mom) is always so running after my mother cause my mother doesn't really keep contact to any of us. I guess that's partly because she (my mother) is ashamed, partly because she's angry with my Dad but mostly because she's confused and her brain cells don't work properly anymore (due to the massice alcohol consume). She thinks she remembers things that actually never happened and forgets even more. Anyway, my Grandma's ALWAYS running after her because my mother doesn't write to us children... well Grannie obviously doesn't understand that my brother and me don't even want our mother to write us. I do not miss her, not the slightest. Cruel as it my seem, I miss my guinea pig more than I miss her. I wish my Grannie would stop overproctecting my mother so much ... if she had only protected her when she should have long ago. Nay. The only thing that motivates her now to run after and care for her daughter that much is her bad conscious. Talking to doctors, psychologists, phoning her whenever possible asking her to write ... she should have been there for her daughter when there was need of it.
I love my Grannie, she's great ... except from that part. But well it's a long and complicated story ... it just rushed through my mind.
Wow what a long -like Maia put it so beautifully - Steff-ish post :o) Well at least it's NOT about movies or actors ... *lol*
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