My aunt told me yesterday, that during the past three years I've become acompletely different person... I didn't ask here further about it cause we were surrounded by lots of people (after all we were on a family affair), but I DO hope she meant it in a positive way. There are some people who've told me in the past that I've changed so much, become more relaxed and optimistic and ... cheerful somehow. I hope that's true, I mean I hope that people notice that, cause it's JUST what I feel like. I've never felt so comfortable and pleased with myself and my life before. Funny that it all began with not having to see my mother anymore. It's a completely new experience to me to wake up and find, that everything's the way it should be... it's so new to me I sometimes cannot believe it's happening. Not saying that I have an extremely blessed life to ... maybe other people's standardss (though I do feel like I have)... but... I have friends who accept me the way I am. I'm not under this pressure anymore. I like being at uni. I've become more self confident. I want to try out more things. I love my family. I appreciate it all so much ... really. *sighs*

Then my aunt told me that my OTHER aunt told her two years ago "Well you can't call Steffi exactly pretty..." That pisses me off, really. Well, I know I'm not pretty, so it's not the message that bothers me but the fact that the same aunt keeps telling me the exact opposite! Wow, someone's a real bootlicker in my family, non? *growls*

Anyway... date for viewing of Harry Potter III finally set ... June 30th. Expect a LONG review then *wink*