I've been wondering lately if I should put some of my stories online... I know a lot of people do it and I actually had my Harry Potter story online once but then... well it's a long tale but it ended with me being stated by a so called "friend" as being an arrogant, untalented, childish, pathetic and lunatic freak who seeks attention by putting worse than bad stories online. In the end, I took the story down, because I wondered whether this friend was maybe right by telling me those things. Maybe I was childish and lunatic? And seeking attention by putting stories online?
But now I sorta feel like ...putting them back up, I don't know why. Maybe it's got to do with the fact that I know a lot of very nice and sane, even grown up people who put stories online. They're not nuts and if they are, maybe I like lunatics. Maybe it makes people interesting if they're not all grown up and common-sensed. And as for me being an attention-seeker ... maybe I am ... a little one. But then again, who doesn't like a bit of praise every now and then? And I also like being given reviews whether they're good or bad just to LEARN.
I really don't know, but does this make me an arrogant bitch who thinks herself the greatest, as this friend of mine affirmed? Is it a bad thing that I like my things being read and reviewed? Does it make me a freak?
I know this was a silly and pointless post ... but that's what's going on in my mind right now .... *ponders*
But now I sorta feel like ...putting them back up, I don't know why. Maybe it's got to do with the fact that I know a lot of very nice and sane, even grown up people who put stories online. They're not nuts and if they are, maybe I like lunatics. Maybe it makes people interesting if they're not all grown up and common-sensed. And as for me being an attention-seeker ... maybe I am ... a little one. But then again, who doesn't like a bit of praise every now and then? And I also like being given reviews whether they're good or bad just to LEARN.
I really don't know, but does this make me an arrogant bitch who thinks herself the greatest, as this friend of mine affirmed? Is it a bad thing that I like my things being read and reviewed? Does it make me a freak?
I know this was a silly and pointless post ... but that's what's going on in my mind right now .... *ponders*
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